SwampFoxx

A touch - and eye contact is all it takes: Stuck in space I lie on the floor without you And I wonder if you ever think the same way - No I don't need to talk I just need a lie That I can keep to beileve in. Hope has become hopeless and only loved ones sleep tonight So I can expect no sleep and shuffled thoughts as I Toss and turn in these lonley cold cotten sheets. When I think twice about the thought I know I only needed one more thing to beileve, then again, It is always just one more thing before you flatline. Here I sit left alone without you - it figures because I felt this way the whole time with you yet still The

The sways of our mind dragged behind slow motioned body movements, It was too late to speak, and too early to learn how. I don't think it is going to be different this time around because Things always end up the same in the end. Heavy breaths and gasps of air cry out in the dark night and I think It was some kind of sign that we were together for this moment It may have only been one moment, but it was this moment, so we continue and Live this life with no regrets because, you only live once and it's always short The first time around. So our motions carry out and we live the consequences of a beautiful moment For the rest

Sometimes you tell yourself just one more, One last time, one more breath, one last look. This time around you pace in the kitchen At 3am telling yourself you're not alone. While the floor creaks and moans You are reminded of the lover you once had and You try to pinpoint the exact reason why They left you here in this empty hallway. Even pictures with your smiling faces Can't bring back the reasons just the Feeling that he left you with. Now you're laying on the floor Telling yourself you're not real and This never happened, this isn't happening Because who can go through so much With deserving more than the nothi

After this night I don't think I will ever forget you, Amazingly this is not by choice. April came and winds blew, And still the only thing I could remember was the Aftermath of you. Beyond the light your eyes gleamed I was Behind afraid, I was never shy Because I think I could never love someone again like I did you, Beauty in human form. Coming and going I dropped all the lights Couldn't believe you were here this time all my life I Could imagine you in perfected form but Creasing my thoughts you perfected the perfected. Cigarettes hung out of your mouth smoke Circling the air Circling my thoughts. Down again we

April came with cold rain and my thoughts drifted to you. Blue skies shined and smiles came and went, Clogged in my heart cracks was that place you used to be Deep enough to kill anyone. Even though I moved on Forgive me for what I have done Gone and forgotten everything How I promised I never would. I swore on my heart, but now that I think about it Junk is all my heart was in the first place. Kept all those letters and songs written to me Leaving them in the dark, I forget easier. Many times have I cried over the unforgettable and the forgettable, Never cried over what I had lost always what I have had. Open with confessions

The flame flickered in the wind of the city. It was dark. Only the whores and vampire wannabes wandered the streets aimlessly in hope for another night of love, or something like it. The cold air bit my lungs as I breathed in and out, it was winter. The snow had fallen five times this year, each time it reminded me of you. Each time it was harder to breathe when the flakes fell onto my eyelashes. I was alone. No one else was there to hold me and tell me it was ok. You had her. You always did have her to replace me. I haven't gotten around to replacing you. I think replacing you is impossible, because no matter how hard I try it's never same.

Split ends split And twilight worlds collide With the harsh reality of how Twilight worlds could never be. Twinkled stars so far out of reach And the split second of our debauchery The stars were in our fist Fingernails clasped tight Making them bleed into the dark. I guess sometimes the beauty of blindness Is deciding that you're never letting go. Reality breaks through when the sun Breaks the mood and the stars die Leaking through our fingers The moment lingers And the day goes on, While the days bleed together The blindness becomes more visible And the stars become farther and fewer apart.

Jump the fence, The other side is just as Brown with shit like this side, No matter what side you're on You can never hide. Backstabbing is nothing but Another days hello, Goodbyes are my best friend Fucking my love. So much for humanity I think it's too busy thinking It's all about me, Well forget as you may There are yous in the picture. If I could hear your voice now I think I would cry, But the wind tells me differently, My faith has withered away, Leaving me with faucet eyes And a gaping hole that screams in pain. Loneliness is the only thing You will always have. Life is lies and broken promises,